We have been together for thirty years and longer than that when you consider the time spent before we married. Somewhere in the middle I knew you loved me and I loved you. You would stay and take care of me. You held the job you hated to provide for me, I know you wanted something else. The last four years have been the worst when I saw you cutting bit by bit, I was so incredibly hurt. I though we could tun it around because of love for each other but once again it was not as I thought. I really fell apart and I have mourned for the last four years and could not be comforted. I still love you and hope we can find our way back to each other.