Whenever I set out to do something I feel You have called me to do, a goal that I have committed to, or anything really important to me, I immediately feel resistance. It literally feels like a force pushing against me, hoping I will fail. I get frustrated and take it out on my husband. I blame him for not helping or protecting or foreseeing my problems and keeping them far from me. I know this needs to end, but Lord I need Your help. I need You to defend me and be my strength. I don’t want the enemy to rule my life. I trust in You and I need You daily. Thank You Lord for never giving up on me and thank You for Your faithfulness in Jesus’ name AMEN!